Swimming Pool - Kai Straw

I knew a girl back from home\nWho was raised by her mom\nShe had to take out a loan\nTo go to school out in Tucson\nShe had a past full of goodbyes\nAnd missed out on some good nights\nWhen her friends asked her why\nI’m tryna make me a good life\nShe made it to her own place\nBought a car on her birthday\nWent from hoping for good days\nTo taking flights on a workday\nThen in a hotel lobby\nHer hair smelling like chlorine\nShe felt guilt for feeling lonely\nShe said is it okay if I want a lover, too?\nI made it all this way and I want share the view\nDoes it make me weak if I want a lover too?\n'Cause what’s the point of this without someone to\nKiss inside the swimming pool, swimming pool\nTo tell you—ooo, I’m missing you, missing you\nHotel shampoo and slipper shoes, slipper shoes\nDon’t make me less alone\nI’m just a ghost in an inner tube\nHer mom said, ooh no\nMen leave as you know\nHave pride in what you own\nNo one will reap what you’ve sewn\nLook, you’ve made it out alive\nNo baby took your life\nDon’t waste it on some guy\nWho’ll disappear on some night\nShe said, «I know, I know, I know, I know, Dad left us, Mom, I know»\nAnd I know you want what’s best for me, I know, but I’ve been thinking\nThat you’ve been dreaming through me somehow\nLike I’m season two of you\nAnd I think it’s okay if I want a lover, too\nI made it all this way and I want share the view\nIt doesn’t make me weak if I want a lover, too?\n'Cause what’s the point of this without someone to\nKiss inside the swimming pool, swimming pool\nTo tell you—ooo, I’m missing you, missing you\nHotel shampoo and slipper shoes, slipper shoes\nDon’t make me less alone\nI’m not a ghost in an inner tube tube tube