Everybody Hates Me - Vaines

I don’t wanna start healing

Is that a made up feeling?

Tell me that I’m sick in the head

Well, I don’t believe it

Cloudy thoughts, I hope the storm will pass

Maybe I’ll just sleep and let the thunder crash

Sick of being miserable and lonely

My mind and my body all control me

Are you gonna break me down?

Is anybody gonna love me now?

Is anybody gonna help me out?

I think I’m going crazy

Everybody hates me

Are you gonna break me down?

Can somebody please tell me how

Is anybody gonna love me?

Everyday I feel the same thing

Everybody hates me

What’s the point if I can’t help myself?

Never had to think about my mental health

Something 'bout these cold white walls

Isn’t making me feel like you care at all

And I just want to be somewhere else

I’m hearing all these different voices telling me I got no choices

And they wanna medicate me

Are you gonna break me down?

Is anybody gonna love me now?

Is anybody gonna help me out?

I think I’m going crazy

Everybody hates me

Are you gonna break me down?

Can somebody please tell me how

Is anybody gonna love me?

'Cause I’ve been having conversations alone with myself

Sitting in myself, feelings are lost

I’ve been thinking of the ways I can make it better

Maybe this is forever, maybe it’s not

I’ve been running through sand

It’s getting deeper and deeper and all the medicine’s getting expensive

I’m getting cheaper and I don’t wanna start healing

And you could never make me

So go ahead and break me down

Is anybody gonna love me now?

Is anybody gonna help me out?

I think I’m going crazy

Everybody hates me

Are you gonna break me down?

Can somebody please tell me how

Is anybody gonna love me?

Everyday I feel the same thing

Everybody hates me

Is anybody gonna help me out?

Are you gonna break me down?

Is anybody gonna love me?

Everyday I feel the same thing

Everybody hates me