Fear - Begonia

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light

I’m scared of everyone

One ear in the clouds and one to the ground

I jump and scatter at every sound

Where does my fear come from

I roll around avoid the sun

Fear of everyone

Fear of harnessing power

Fear of screaming too loud

Fear of wasting an hour

Fear of never getting it together

Fear of being lazy

Fear of the mouse in my kitchen

Fear of going crazy

I’m running from something

I know I can’t go too fast

You want something you can’t control

Two hands touching through glass

Two bodies in the bathtub

Don’t wanna drown

I’m wearing two paper hats and calling them crowns

New years eve two thousand thirteen

Threw my boots off the balcony

I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be

Like I wanted to be

Like I wanted to be

New Year’s Eve two thousand thirteen

Threw my boots off the balcony

I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be

Like I wanted to be

Like I wanted to be

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light

I’m scared of everyone

One ear in the clouds and one to the ground

I jump and scatter at every sound

Where does this fear come from

I roll around avoid the sun

Fear of everyone

Fear of harnessing power

Fear of screaming too loud

Fear of wasting an hour

Fear of never getting it together

Fear of being lazy

Fear of the mouse in my kitchen

Fear of going crazy

Fear of everyone

Fear of harnessing power

Fear of screaming too loud

Fear of wasting an hour

Fear of never getting it together

Fear of being lazy

Fear of the mouse in my kitchen

Fear of going crazy