DEAR MOM - Kala

I took some time to think about your life, I know it’s late

You had my brothers and my sister, you were seventeen

A little baby taken from her friends and family

I can’t imagine how it felt, you lived it every day

You found a life of drugs and alcohol, you fell away

The violence inside our house, it drove us all insane

I still remember when you tried to take your life away

I hope you know I don’t resent you for it either way

Are you okay? Tell me that you’re okay

Broken fuckin' family

Nothing you could do about it anyway

Tell me that you’re okay

Since I moved to L.A., I still hear you scream when I lay awake

I feel I’m runnin' out of time, all my family is dyin'

Every day you’re gettin' older and I’m far away

I guess it’s just how it goes and it’s not okay

No, I’m not okay, yeah

I keep runnin' from the truth and I don’t wanna face it

I’ve got memories of you, I know one day that’s all I’ll have

'Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad

Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead, yeah

I keep runnin' from the truth and I don’t wanna face it

I’ve got memories of you, I know one day that’s all I’ll have

'Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad

Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead

I keep runnin' from the truth and I don’t wanna face it

I’ve got memories of you, I know one day that’s all I’ll have

'Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad

Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead

(I keep runnin' from the truth and I don’t wanna face it)

(I've got memories of you, I know one day that’s all I’ll have)

('Cause our time is runnin' out, I figured that one out with Dad)

(Everybody that I love is gone or gonna end up dead)